Tough Week

I have had to do one of the hardest things ever this past week.  I had to plan a funeral and I wasn't sure that I was going to be able to deal with all of this but somehow I just did it.  The Pastor did a great job at the funeral.  I am missing my Daddy so much but I know that he is much better off and that he is free and happy and that makes me feel better.  He was always a happy, funny, outgoing, silly man.  He loved to have a good time.  I am so thankful for all of my friends, family and most importantly my wonderful husband.  He was there for me every step of the way supporting me and holding me.  It was a tough week but I am dealing with it and getting through it.  I find that I am okay and then all of the sudden something on TV or a song or anything reminds me of  Daddy but I am not crying anymore...I am laughing at all the great, funny stories that I will cherish always.  I always hated that he called me Boo Boo but right about now I would love to hear him say it.  I wish that he had known my kids better but he has been sick and in the nursing home, he would have really enjoyed playing ball with Hayden,  he probably would have called Gracie Little Boo Boo because she is my little mini me.  He would have loved to teach Colton how to climb hills in trucks and be a rough little boy.  I know that he is watching over all of us now and that he is so proud of all of us!


Unfortunately after all of this all 3 of my kids are sick, they are feeling better today but it hasn't been a whole lot of fun this weekend.  I am so glad that they are feeling better maybe things can get back to normal the rest of the week.  We need things to get back to normal!